Story of the Week: I never did well in his eyes!



           Did you experience when you did what you can to finish a task, but there is someone that did not appreciate your efforts? And in every time you did something, he never see the positive side and always mention all your negative side and makes you feel down. In almost all the time you are the only one he saw to give command? And you never received any reward not by things but just a simple thank you?


            A day that makes me feel down, want to stop and never continue again to study from the words I received from him. (hindi prepared, sinusubukan ko ang mastery mo!, and etc. inside the faculty) a sarcastic words and phrases that hit my whole body to stop and want to stay at home.  You did all your best to study to have a presentation in front, prepared instructional materials and prepare examples and study what you will say and other things to have a good presentation in front but when the time come, all those practice and preparedness are gone due to the comments and interruption he done while I’m discussing in front and specially giving hard equations in act that makes the class stress and silent but I did all my best to make the class lively again.  Whooooooooooooo. The only word I say after he give the equation. Actually the equation is can be answered but the mastery of the topic in the students is not concrete because I only have a very simple example to present the process and he give that hard example which broke my plans to start from easy to moderate to hard to make the students understand the process.


            Why did you do this to me? Why? Did I do something wrong and you always want me to feel shame in my body? And you always want me to feel down? Those questions are entered in my mind in every time he say somethings to us, I don’t know if we did not meet his expectation to us? Or Trip niya lang talaga ako o kame?


            Before the day ends in my bed I think that I must prove that I can and smile, those problems are just only a task that want me to be strong and God has plans and I must did my best to study and forget all those memories and smile.

“Stand up & SMILE and pass all problems with confidence”


             It’s better to feel down sometimes because it makes you stronger and never put and stay those bad memories within yourself because it only brakes YOU! 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Reflection on EDTC22: Teaching as noble profession!

Image
             A teacher takes a hand, Opens a mind and touches a heart. This characteristics are the only thing you may found in a teacher that almost offer all his/her self for his/her students to help them been motivated and achieve their dreams in life.             Each teachers teach in this week has their own teaching strategy and activities that motivates the class to learn. Teacher 1: Scientific Method             The first teacher introduced her topic through asking the students how to cook adobo or baking a cake and to maintain the attention of the students he, let the students write their names in a piece of paper and put it in a  fish bowl to pick a name that will answer a question. The teacher end his discussion through giving a quote that “Everything is ALRIGHT IN THE END, If it’s not alri...
Read more

Topic of Choice : Warriors Don't Cry by Melba Pattillo Beals

Image
Warriors Don't Cry                                            by Melba Pattillo Beals          I hardly suggest to everyone to read this book and became inspired to their story. It is about proving their selves that their appearance is not hindrance to prove that they deserve to be treated as person and be part of the community. Warriors Don’t Cry begins when Melba and eight other black men and women they are called Little Rock Nine, return to their home state of Arkansas to meet the Governor Bill Clinton, their key to visit the Central High School in Little Rock and the nine of them were the first African-American students to be integrated into the school. Where there is an issue of separated schools between the whites and black in which the Supreme Court alleged that is illegal. As the story goes by, the white Americans is not ...
Read more

Reflection on EDTC22: Learning with Hope; Teaching with Joy!

Image
            There are a lot of students go in school every day. Each student go in school with hope to learn proper values, knowledge and especially the way how to get along with others, but each of them been motivated to their teachers who teach with joy in heart and soul. Those teachers make the class into a lively one where the students learn and also enjoy in every activities they had done.             Each teachers teach in this week has their own teaching strategy and activities to make the class alive and to catch their students attention. Teacher 1: Muscular Fitness             The first teacher introduced her topic through exercise where the students are required to stretch their body to be ready for the exercises that they will do. The teacher also prepare a music where the students follow the ...
Read more